Carpe Retractum!

Ask me anything   person with high absurdisities and complete randomness.

"This is our school. We are your friend, whenever you need, just tell us."
Nanba-senpai, Hanazakari no Kimitachi
— 13 hours ago
"I’ll never say goodbye. Japan and America are in the same planet. Whenever we’ll meet, we can."
Nakatsu, Hanazakari no Kimitachi
— 13 hours ago
fix you - cold play

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I…

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

— 1 day ago
"hampa kesal dan amarah, seluruhnya ada dibenakku.
kuingin marah melampiaskan, tapi ku hanyalah sendiri disini. ingin ku tunjukkan pada siapa saja yg ada, bahwa hatiku kecewa."
— 1 day ago
"yaah. KAI lewat. ya allah segera tunjukkan jalanMu menuju rezekiku."
ajrenk.
— 1 day ago
thousand years - christina perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away
somehow
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved
you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved
you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find
you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved
you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find
you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

— 1 day ago
superman - five for fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird, I’m more than a plane
I’m more than some pretty face
beside a train
And it’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd, but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
It’s all right, you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy, or anything
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy
Its not easy to be me

— 1 day ago
grow old w/ you - adam sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever you’re sad

Carry you around
when your arthritis is bad

Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine
when your tummy aches

Build you a fire
if the furnace breaks

Oh it could be so nice,
growing old with you

I’ll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our
kitchen sink

Put you to bed when you’ve had too much to drink

I could be the man who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you

— 1 day ago
mimpi.

Dari segitu banyaknya orang random dalam mimpiku barusan, ada beberapa orang yang aku nggak heran ada disana. Hilmy, Saleh, Irin, Bibah, Digna, Cumi, Nadya.
Kita semua ada 1 mobil. Saleh nyetir, Hilmy di sebelahnya. Irin belakangnya aku ama bibah di belakang irin. Irin yg tau gimana aku ama hilmy dulu akhirnya ngebocorin ama bibah. Bibah ngakak tau aku suka hilmy sampe segitunya. Ntah knapa, kita mengendarai 1 mobil dan pergi dari surabaya ke sidoarjo. Nyampe sidoarjo, kita cuma nungguin hilmy saleh ganti baju. Trus berangkat lagi ke surabaya. Di Surabaya entah dimana yg jelas di sekolah, settingnya mirip smanisda. Aku ketemu pras, nyet, cumi, didin, luh putu. Habis gitu nadya ama nyet minta di anterin ke koperasi. Sedangkan cumi keluar dari kantin tiba2 nggandeng aku ngajak ke perpus. Tapi aku udah mau ke koperasi ama nyet ama nadya. Smpe depan koperasi tiba2 ada kayak penguin terbang nyasar di depan ku dan aku berusaha gimana caranya penguin ini biar gk gerak2.
Sooooo,absurd!

— 2 days ago
"

doing the best in everything. dont regret at everything. push yourself to have good living. be brave!

live for today, dont be afraid to tomorrow, because we dont know whether it happen or not.

miracle is rare, but it happen, isnt it?

"
lee yoon jae <3 kang ji uk, scent of a woman
— 2 days ago
i dont know.

Suddenly, i miss sunset. I miss beautiful sunset in Bali. Rasanya lama banget gak nikmati sunset di Bali. Padahal baru 2 bulan yg lalu habis pulang ke Bali. Saking kangennya, aku kmaren sampe nangis kenceng banget di depan laptop di kamar. I dont know why. But i cried loudly, when i am alone.
Aku suka banget banget ama sunset, ama suasana senja hari, ama suasana pergantian siang ke malam, ama suasana jingga oranye dari matahari ditambah bulatan2 kapas awan. Aku nggak bisa ilfil ama sunset meskipun banyak kejadian pait itu terjadi waktu sunset.
I love sunset very much.
Someday, i want someone propose me when sunset. I want someone marry me under sunset light. I want someone be with me until sunset is gone. Together being old.

— 2 days ago